“慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记...
慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同”
SHE的<<不作你的朋友>>。
超讨厌它的MV。三女喜欢老半天的男生竟然是gay。造物弄人。天理何在?男人喜欢女人,女人喜欢男人,不是很好吗?
讨厌啦。
蓝色是忧郁、是恬静。音乐是激情、是沉淀。我的心情很多时候就是这么样地充满冲突性。即使在人多的时候,还是觉得寂寞。总觉得在追求某种看不着、摸不透的东西。不知道为什么追,只知道害怕错过。面对许多复杂、说不清的不安情绪时,我逃进我的文字里。这是我的避风港。我的秘密天地。这是我。欢迎来到我孤芳自赏的世界.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
爱滋
有朋友跟我反应说同性恋者不一定就会中爱滋,不该一个竹竿打翻整艘船。
也对啦。我的错。被本地媒体洗脑是这样。
学长,我绝对没有要咒你的意思。我的意思是,无论如何,我都真心希望你平安。说什么,我也深信你是新加坡难得一见的艺术奇葩。总有一天,你在艺坛上将是个大人物,我是这么觉得。所以你要好好的。
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不过如果让我发现你不是gay的话,我是不会放过你的。如果到时候我还喜欢你的话...
也对啦。我的错。被本地媒体洗脑是这样。
学长,我绝对没有要咒你的意思。我的意思是,无论如何,我都真心希望你平安。说什么,我也深信你是新加坡难得一见的艺术奇葩。总有一天,你在艺坛上将是个大人物,我是这么觉得。所以你要好好的。
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不过如果让我发现你不是gay的话,我是不会放过你的。如果到时候我还喜欢你的话...
祝福
爱这首歌。在这段敏感时期,借由它的词及旋律疗伤。
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I WISH YOU LOVE
Lyrics by: Albert A. Beach
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
to give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
to cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health and more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
that you and I could never be
So with my best, my very best,
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love
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我这样算不算失恋?唉。
祝福你。也祝福我。
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I WISH YOU LOVE
Lyrics by: Albert A. Beach
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
to give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
to cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health and more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
that you and I could never be
So with my best, my very best,
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love
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我这样算不算失恋?唉。
祝福你。也祝福我。
Monday, July 17, 2006
Sunday, July 16, 2006
心碎的理由
I know I said this before. The guy I like is gay. Only this time, there's no question mark. It's true and it hurts. Slowly. Surely.
Suddenly I knew why the email responses were short, and why they had to end abruptly. He knew. I probably wasn't the first victim. From a perverse point of view, he was protecting me.
Feel like screaming at the top of a building now. Maybe shopping therapy will help. I'll go change now.
Suddenly I knew why the email responses were short, and why they had to end abruptly. He knew. I probably wasn't the first victim. From a perverse point of view, he was protecting me.
Feel like screaming at the top of a building now. Maybe shopping therapy will help. I'll go change now.
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