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距离初见他已有6年多。每隔一段时间会在报章上看到他的新闻，知道他不断为事业闯出一个名堂。真心为他感到开心、骄傲。当初在'作为'这一块，我没看错人。当然最重要的，我看走了眼。事隔多年，心中早没涟漪。他只是比陌生人好一点的记忆。时间真的是遗忘的最佳良药。

存一寸光陰 換一個世紀

这是一首慢热的歌，却越听越有味道。是我欣赏的彭学斌的作品。
男女感情中最甜蜜的是期待，最苦恼的是等待。若即若离、似有若无可以是甜蜜，却也令人苦恼。小的时候，怎么没人告诉我，找寻幸福如此不易？

爱久见人心

作詞：彭學斌＠口袋音樂+陳沒

我冷漠是不想被看出太容易被感動觸及
我比較喜歡現在的自己不太想回到過去
我常常為我們之間　忽遠忽近的關係　擔心或委屈
別人只一句話　就刺痛心裡每一根神經

你的孤單是座城堡讓人景仰卻處處防疫
你的溫柔那麼緩慢　小心翼翼脆弱又安靜
也許我們都意會到　這次面對的幸福　是真的來臨
因為太珍惜所以才猶豫　忘了先把彼此抱緊

我不是流言　不能猜測你
瘋狂的遊戲　需要誰准許
別人怎麼說　我都不介意
我愛不愛你　日久見人心

存一寸光陰　換一個世紀
摘一片苦心　釀一滴蜂蜜
用盡了全力　只為在一起
我愛不愛你　愛久見人心

深不见底

有些话仿佛不说，就可以当它是不存在的事实。于是真话往下咽，躲进了深不见底的平静湖面里。

我在一堆谎言中又睡了一觉。

太迟了

在退烧中。我始终做不到热脸贴冷屁股。我无法喜欢一个对我忽冷忽热的人。喜欢我就直接地走过来，几番猜测几番迟疑，快乐中失望，失望中复活，实在累了。如果是我自作多情，就让它到此为止。男女之间不能暧昧太久。久了就变好朋友，然后什么都尴尬了。曾经我漠视你对我的殷勤态度，如今回想，后知后觉。我为我的错负责任，如今是尝尽报应的时候。我也认了。

今后，就做朋友。

I Wanna Be Around

I wanna be around to pick up the pieces
When somebody breaks your heart
Some somebody twice as smart as I

A somebody who will swear to be true
As you used to do with me
Who'll leave you to learn
That mis'ry loves company, wait and see

I mean, I wanna be around to see how he does it
When he breaks your heart to bits
Let's see if the puzzle fits so fine

And that's when I'll discover that revenge is sweet
As I sit there applaudin' from a front-row seat
When somebody breaks your heart
Like you, like you broke mine
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I have been lusting after the OST of "Midnight in the Garden of Good & Evil" for more than 10 years. It has been especially hard to find since the movie was a flop and I don't think it was ever shown in Singapore. I bought it for "This Time the Dream's on Me" but have since discovered other gems on this marvellous album. This is one of them. I just love revenge songs! I always believe the best form of revenge is watching someone fall spectacularly through the hands of others, cos if this person fucked up your life, he/she most certainly didn't stop just at you. Such people experience relish bullying others, so there will come a time when someone else tougher than them destroys them. Then you didn't even need to lift a finger.

Tony Bennett is a legend in the jazz world apparently, having performed since 1949. He is 88 today.